dearest ,
you say im controlling you. am i ?
why cant you just teman me for a while to go mkn?
after that you can just simply go spend time with ur friends.
i had enough of this.
i need some space and im just not ready to be in a relationshiip.
its over hakim.

for now will be concentrating for work , bike and car license.
the others, i cant be bothered.
fullstop for now.

♥ 11:11 PM

THE RECENT ;



<33>



kenalkan kawan karib ku , mon boncitttttt !




ini adalah man LEMAO !






ini mon nya meow meow.


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nearby coffeeshop at bugis .




with beloved ♥ sunita .




zara 313 ( the morning shifts playing dress up )




♥ sky ;



♥ zul & half of me .



♥ kita !



♥ pamela !



♥ my kecohrable <33

ok im done for now.
settle things out with love.
sayang kamu hakim !
baos !

♥ 7:02 AM

lets update this post for real this time.
been busy with work.
walawei ! 6days straight been working.
been bumping with people while im working.
very strange people that i just cant be bothered.
so i get my wed and thurs off.
and thanks love for temaning me at home yesterday.
and i was left all alone after 3am.
off to bed straight away.



i had this dream that i nvr expect to have.
i dreamt about nasrul.
i know his been the nicest amongst all i have.
the way he pampered me in everything and i was so touched to met sumone like him.
but i draw a line between me and him since i have hakim.
nas you have faezah, so pls do carry on with her.
pls i just dun want dejavu to happen.
im just so scared with everything that got to do with love.
im utterly scared to get hurt, to get cheated and everything.
sometimes i just think im not ready to be in a relationship.
sumore with sumone who hurt me before we even together.
im just fickled minded now.
i just dunoe what should i do. urghhh !
im done for now.

♥ 1:10 AM

♥ 9:52 AM

currently: nenek house.

meet hakim just now .
we have our supper late lunch at our area.
as usual i ate bbq wing rice and he ate chicken chop rice.
while eating een kol. ( i thought wat onli )
rupanya een, daya , ehnie and asari are at my workplace.
kononya they all nak kasi surprise. haha.
sayang lah korang nie bt too bad i tak kerja.

after makan we survey for my handphone as well.
cb sia my samsung omnia rosak. ( kanina )
planning to get blackberry or the new samsung phone.
thought wanna get iphone but i already have itouch.
keliru lah seyyyyy ~
end up just bought casing for itouch.
thanks ehk kim you buy blue colour. again.
nak same2 ngan moto ko jehk. pantat.
so after jln2 skejap we went off seperate ways.
he to work. me to granny place.
ok im full. byes ((:

♥ 3:41 AM

ouhhhhhh hellllooooooo ~

im happy cause im finally BACK blogging.
( hakim ) ; random sia chacha !
just say whatever you want kay ck.
janji aku happy and i bet you're happy jugak kan kim? (:

life been totally the opposite now.
alhamdulilah.
lovable family.
huggable baby kimmy.
beautiful surroundings <33.

and im so so so bosan now.
saturday / sunday / monday ; not working .
i mendak totally sia ~
been spending my last week with hakim, mon , asari, een , ehnie, daya & teeny .
sape ehk lagik ? haha .
and some2 bunch of friends jugak.
we love love each other okay.
yes yes yes yes .

ok dah lah i need to sleep.
lets meet up with jordan aka banana kay bsok !
nites.

♥ 1:23 PM